What to do??????

I am so torn right now. 4 months, and he will be 18.......... What should I do? Do I just pray he calls, or do I call? I miss all my blogger friends out there......And could use some words of wisdom....B on the other hand is pretty emotional right now, but we actually got through a dinner without any arguing that I am unfair;) Ahhh-to be 13-what a complicated life it was then.....